not really the answer as to why i xanga. it’s more along the lines of how
much i thank xanga.
the whole idea of xanga seemed pretty lame at first. i actually made fun of
my sister & cousin for it. it didn’t take long for me to get sucked into
the xanga world, get excited over random comments and the increasing number in
“e-props.” xanga soon became an outlet for me to vent on, an easier way to
document the events of my daily life and of course, it took a great chunk of
time at work which was a good thing~! xanga has really done so much for me. if
you were to scroll through my past entries, you’ll notice change. i see it. i
am not so much of the angry person i appreared to be. xanga in many ways has
been my peace, a haven where i found myself turning to strangers, interenet
“friends” for a totally unbiased opinions and advice when it came to any life
situation. and through random subscription and comments here and there, i’ve
truly met so many great & genuine people. this whole idea of blogging~ you
get a feel for people, form some kind of unannounced bond and simply “get to
know” someone through either their words and/or pictures they share. some of my
closest friends are ones i’ve met from xanga. as much as we’re always saying
the society in which we live in is such a small place, i never once crossed
paths with the friends i have now before xanga.
what i am most grateful for is my present boyfriend of almost 3 years. no
one would have guessed that it all started from the email link on my xanga
page. when i say i’ve met the man of my dreams, i mean literally. he appeared
in my dreams months before i met or even knew he existed. it started with a
casual email from hi saying hi and how he wanted to get to know me better.
something that just stood out from the other corny emails. we talked via aol
instant messenger for a day, talked on the phone the following night and within
a week~ we were together. we’ll be in certain places and i’ll have dejavus bc
i’ve dreamt of it in the past. it’s the most weird and best thing that has
happened to me. how many girls out there will believe (after being in so many
hurtful relationships) when a guy tells you with confidence, ” i promise to
never hurt you and will only be the best you’ve ever known.” almost none. i
didn’t believe it. my best friend sure as hell didn’t believe it but in over a
period of 2 years and 9 months, he’s proved himself over and over again.
perhaps it was indeed fate that brought us together. all i know is that it
would have never been a possibility if xanga did not exist.
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